squandered
fi-at:

"Bud
I like the idea of calling you “bud”.
A bud is a flower that hasn’t bloomed yet and that leaves me to think that it might be the most accurate and honest statement of you yet.
You’re just a flower that hasn’t bloomed yet, but that’s okay because nature leaves the most beautiful things to last.
                                                                                                        - D.L.”

fi-at:

"Bud

I like the idea of calling you “bud”.

A bud is a flower that hasn’t bloomed yet and that leaves me to think that it might be the most accurate and honest statement of you yet.

You’re just a flower that hasn’t bloomed yet, but that’s okay because nature leaves the most beautiful things to last.

                                                                                                        - D.L.”

This is what I do best:

I push people away by being a bitch
I stray away from feelings or any conversations that involve “love” or “problems”


I’ve turned into a bitch, I like inflicting pain on others. Yup.

and I really don’t give a shit.